simone camy

THE NEW PLACE

2011-09-03T08:37:00.001-07:00

I am semi replacing this blog with a new one!

Check it out : BTW!

I know you've been waiting.

Tell me what you guys think!

Productivity!

2011-08-29T10:26:00.000-07:00

So, i set myself a few new things to work on, since i have a good amount of time to spare.

I made my usual To-Do list, and set myself up on a mission to change my famous 'wall of fame'.

I wanted to have a fresh new look, and add new things to my wall.
I also found the time to DIY my last semester note book, and as you can see, that is the current book i am (going) to read.

Along with my DIY missions, i have also decided to start a new blog that will be more commercial. (I will post the link when i think your ready.)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!
Stay safe in this weather, but get going on your feet! DON"T BE LAZY!

2011-08-22T19:29:00.000-07:00

MASK ON!

2011-08-20T07:24:00.001-07:00

Currently:

pampering myself with a mask. (BURNS!)
sipping on green tea - serenity.
semi-regretting the bingefest i've been having. I blame it on the hormones. (Who am i kidding, i blame it on myself!)
having too much free time this semester, i am running out of things to do when bored.
staring at the stack of books that i ~~plan to~~WILL read.
That's all...

pumped up kicks

2011-08-19T04:37:00.000-07:00

As you can see, i finally found the time to makes some tweaks and adjustments here! It's not exactly what i have looking for, but it's still pretty enough to me. (whaddyah think?)

Along with that, i had to say goodbye to Batmac (my black macbook) and welcomed in a new MACBOOK PRO! (naming still in process).

Transferring everything is a bit of a hassle, but i like to think of it as spring cleaning.

Classes this semester is rather free. It's got it's pros and cons.. but it's good to get a little rest before internships and all that starts.

Currently listening to Lifehouse's new album, Smoke & Mirrors! THE HARDEST ALBUM TO DOWNLOAD. But, worth the hassle.

Okay, i am out of things to write. Back to watching Cougar Town, and movies in between.

RECAP!

2011-08-14T08:13:00.000-07:00

Blogging during holidays was a fail.
Back in Penang after 10 days, and it feels good.
Classes start tomorrow.
It's my last semester. (pinch me)
I am currently taking care of a sick dog + sick boyfriend.
I am excited... to start classes. (well, i'm not sure yet)
I need to get back on track to the gym. TWO MORE BABY!
Currently typing with my new macbook pro (name is still unknown)

That's about it for now, i am exhausted and i am going to go munch my my dark chocolate cookie now.

HELLO-DAY!

2011-07-31T09:13:00.001-07:00

It is FINALLY the holidays!

After a long semester, it is a well needed break!

Getting back on track! Woo!

let's fight gravity.

2011-07-17T18:45:00.000-07:00

(photo courtesy of BASH NASH)

"Let it go"

You will always have that itch about things that bug you. I am definitely someone that has a hard time letting go of problems, issues... anything. I honestly HATE leaving things undone, i hate leaving things unsettles.. i hate floating matters.

I have learnt that you can't avoid everything. No matter what, problems with chase you, and it's just a matter of whether you learnt from it or not.

Why do we let go? Cause you feel that holding on to it wasn't of use, or that it was just not worth it, or maybe we just felt that it was for the better of the person.

Do you ever think about others? Or do you just do things for your own benefit?

What satisfaction is there when it comes to bringing people down? You're only making a fool of yourself. You're not seeking the good kind of attention.

Once you've let go, why look back?

Maybe i am not the right person to be saying this, for that i have been through a windmill of letting go, and holding back.

But, when you let go, don't look back with hate, look back with the memories you had. Don't twist the memories, because what will you have left but a bunch of lies?

Some people would say it's stupid, but i prefer to remember the good side of things, i appreciate all that has come my way.

Lies about me have come and go, i have been called every name possible, my story has been twisted and deceived. I have become the monster of my past in the eyes of others... but i am proud to say, i have to say that it did not bring me down, but instead brought me up. To know that i can passed my past, and be here with a light heart, and shunned it all out, i have a achieved the hardest task in life.

2011-07-06T07:50:00.000-07:00

This week is going to be one hell of a week. In fact, i should be getting started with my assignments. But here i am procrastinating.

Currently on replay - "...go ahead and sell me out... don't underestimate the things i will do"

And, here is a beautiful cover by Chester (Linkin Park). Heavenly.

Sippin' on some Justea, watching the Clash of the Titans now. Missing my family bucket loads.

OUT!

2011-07-03T19:54:00.001-07:00

Currently i am:

Struggling with my laptop. (The keyboard/trackpad is dying on me)
Finishing final assignments.
~~Preparing~~ Procrastinating to study for exams.
Going to be laptop-less after today.
Missing my tumblr world. (and spacing the around in internet finds!)

So, i guess you wont be seeing anything here in a while! Aurevoir!

2011-06-14T18:42:00.000-07:00

Buck buck!

2011-06-08T07:26:00.000-07:00

I would spend endless hours in starbucks chatting about life and the latest gossips of the people we know. With our signature Toffee Nut drink in hand, she has never failed to suprise me!

I miss you, Jen Khoo! Come back quick!

After coming across a sweet message from a dear friend, i just had to write a post about her.

I just have to spread the news about this amazing girl.

I have known for about 3 years or so, and to watch her grow from a girl to a woman is just breath taking. She really is such an inspiration.

This girl has taken a new stand in our generation, and is doing something about it.

Participating in community services such as the Penang Animal Sanctuary Society, and really pouring her heart into it, it's really great.

Especially in our generation and at our age, it is hard to find those who will put aside some time, and do what you do Jen! You are really growing to be such a beautiful woman with such a big heart!

She is currently selling handmade bracelets to raise funds for the homeless/abused animals! Please do contact her if you are interested! (click here)

This is just a preview of the bracelets she is selling! Pretty aren't they!

She is currently living in New Zealand, but doing all of this work from there.

Everyone should aspire to be as big hearted as this girl is!

Keep it up, you're doing so great!

POSTCROSSING!

2011-06-06T09:37:00.001-07:00

It's been so long since i wrote my last postcard.. probably about 6 months ago?

But here i am, writing a few to send off tomorrow.

I was introduced to Postcrossing 700 days ago. (no, my memory isn't that good, the site is just that specific.) The concept is pretty simple - you send a postcard to a random address, which is given to you, and then you receive a postcard in return.

I have to say, there is a nice kind of thrill that comes when you open the mail box, and see a postcard lying on-top of all those bills.

So, if you've got some spare time, or if you're in need of a boost from all that stress. Postcross!

In a way, it's like the world travels to you, rather than you travel the world.

.. Let's talk about me!

2011-06-01T07:18:00.000-07:00

So i've been itching to blog for the passed few days, but got distracted in other directions, and couldn't really think of anything to write about. And just now, i had an idea. Why not talk about ME. All i ever do is talk about things unrelated to me, complain, and brag about different things.

On the first day of school, whether it's in english class, or in homeroom, we're always told to write a short ABOUT ME. And i remember always starting with "My name is Simone, and i am half-french, half-thai" - i thought it was the most interesting thing about me, other then that i would freeze for over 10 minutes, thinking... what's there to say about me? Being a 10 year old, i would go on about my dad being a chef, my constant moving to different countries.. and into the teenage years, i would talk about my dream of working in a magazine company. (that, i still want to do). But here i am, at 20. Ready to write a complete ABOUT ME.
here goes;

ABOUT ME

My name is Simone Camy, yes, we know that.

I am your ordinary teenage(i still count being 20, a teenager) girl, i go through the same thing every girl goes through in life. I don't have a special power, or deep story.
Infact, in the eyes of most of my friends, i am the party-pooper, the 'mother' of the g

roups, or anything else that relates to not being as exciting as a teenager should be. There is a reason for it, and i am not proud of it, but i am proud to have become who i am now. I mean, yeah, i would love to throw my arms up, and be so carefree. But, i am have a blast in my life even being careful.

As for all girls, i have been through a best friend breakup, betrayal, and everything possible has probably been thrown at me, and a few years ago, the worst. But, that is when i woke up. I depended so much on people, i have always been the kind of person that wants to comfort of people around me. And, i was brought to a point, where i was left with no-one to turn to, nothing left, and i realized, it was time to depend on me, on myself. I am in control of my own choices, my own life.

When i picked myself up, i ran into so many opportunities, and my family was my biggest comfort group.
I am a high school failure, i flunked every subject except for French and English, and i was not able to get into any college until i did a crash course, in order to get to where i wanted to be. Man, high school, i was so confident, and so carefree, i didn't realize the opportunities i had crushed on my own. The pain i made my parents go through, having to see the look on their faces when i failed all my subjects. But, they still gave me a chance. And now, i am trying my best to make up for it. I will make the proud, and not take this chance for granted.

I wouldn't call myself the perfect person, i have so many flaws it's uncountable, but i do have a great family, a boyfriend who relates, has been through the same struggles and the support we have for each other is strong. I have been given the chance to do so many great things, somedays, i still take it for granted, but today i finally realized, I am lucky.

So, my name is Simone Camy, i am a striving college student, in dreams of working for a magazine company one day, i am you're average teenager addicted to the internet, music junkie and trying to adapt to a healthy lifestyle. ( at the rate i'm going, i might even be a gym junkie).

I don't know where i will be in 10 years, or even next year, but where ever i am, i know it'll all be for the best.

This is a little about me.

Now, i wonder what my 6th grade teacher would've thought of this as my ABOUT ME paragraph!

Mid-sem break!

2011-05-30T00:31:00.000-07:00

FINALLY, here comes a good break. It is definitely well needed.
After such a big hassle in studying for the law mid-term, ooooh it is so good to be lazy for just a moment.

I have so many things planned for this holiday, and i am diving right in.
Time to catch up on series, but also it's no excuse to throw away all the efforts.
I am on a mission, and it will be goood.

2011-05-06T10:30:00.000-07:00

Currently listening: In Sleep by Lissie

Thoughts: The simplicities of life.

The world is not a complicated and horrible are we perceive it to be. There is always a light towards the dark. Despite all problems we face, eventually we stand up and think, ‘hey, it wasn’t so bad after all’. We meet people, we loose people and we learn from those people.

Every mistake we make is just another step into growing.

DRUGS.

2011-04-25T18:40:00.000-07:00

I'm sure at any point of life, you have been offered a joint, or something heavier.

It's a teenage cycle.

But were you able to say no? Or did you just go with it?

As a teenager, the thought of drugs is FUN... SATISFYING...RELAXING?

I guess to some people it is, but i mean, did you know that if you have 800 joints in your entire lifetime, you could die from carbon monoxide poisoning.

And now i bet your thinking.. "pfffft, as if it's possible to smoke 800 joints ever!"

But, if you have a joint a day, for about 2 years, that's about 800 joints.. so it's not that impossible.

Majaruna speeds your heart up by 50% in the process of being 'high'. That's about equivalent to running for about an hour on the treadmill. Tell me, which is healthier?

Yeah, blah blah blah.. facts facts.. But you know, these facts are important when it comes to the future. Nobody ever thinks of the future when they pop a pill, or smoke a joint.
The only thought is.. FUN.

Some say drugs are a form of 'happiness'. But, maybe this is because your not open to seeking things that make you happy sans drugs.

Drugs are not the escape for happy things, it's the escape for a sad soul in search of something they can't find in a clear state of mind.

I have been brought down for saying no to smoking joints with friends. I have been called lame.. a looser. Anything you want to say. Sure, the beat down makes it tempting to smoke a joint and please everyone around me, so that the teasing would stop. I did this once, and i am not proud of it. But i learnt from it, and i know how to say NO.

NO - it's the hardest word a teenager could learn to say.

Don't let the people around you, cave you in to doing something you don't want to do.

People may read this and think i'm wrong, and some might agree with me. But this is my thoughts, my own way of life.

Lions Roar!

2011-03-28T06:57:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

I keep running in and out of my blog. Never really stay scheduled with my posts. Then again, i don't have things to talk about EVERYDAY. Well, i probably do, but i choose not to.

Things have been running good. From work, my relationships, and myself.

I think i'm finally growing up.. (in a sense) and it is not so bad.

I mean yes, there are a lot of big obstacles that need to be faced, but there are also alot of ways to overcome them.

It's crazy thinking about the future, but it is bright.

And, i finally know what i want to do... And i'm going to do it bigger then i imagined.

Thanks to my friend/boss Joy, i've learnt a whole new side of things in just a few hours of chit chat. Life IS about taking chances. I've been overly cautious, and calculative on risks, but with every risk there is a way.

I guess that's all for now, i have decided to make this blog less personal ( in a sense) and going to start focusing on a new concept. Just hold on, i still have a few things to sort.

Also, deleting past posts for that i am not that comfortable that people go through my past, and well.. the past is the past. It's moving out now.

Busy-bee

2011-03-13T20:27:00.000-07:00

I'm in STRESS-MODE!

For once, i am having the urge to blog.

Okay, maybe this isn't the first time, but hey!

I am currently trying to write out notes for my exam tomorrow.

But as usual, i am procrastinating.

Time is running out, but i am not racing with it... just going to go along with the ride and see where it takes me.

I can't wait to see what the future holds for me.

This semester has been a joy ride.. I have stayed out of drama, i have enjoyed my work, i have started work, and i have built that wall that a friend once told me to build.

Everyone is somehow an enemy, one way or another.

I should get back to my agenda for today.

Let's hope it works out!

Slow Dancing.

2011-02-22T02:05:00.000-08:00

Short semesters are one hell of a whirlpool. 14 weeks of work, squeezed into 7 weeks.

BEAUTIFUL.

But i am content.

So far, i've avoiding any drama, gone my own way, and did my own things. And i am geniuinly happy. Though, there is SOME dissatisfaction within me over certain situations, i am content with the fact that i want to stay silent.

Silence is the best weapon. It is really the best revenge.

Why bother with jealously? hate? status? money?

We all have our individual issues.

revive.

2011-02-15T07:17:00.000-08:00

It is said that letting everything out will help with stress... whether in the form of writing, talking, crying... i am going to write.

Talking does me no good, and crying makes my eyes sore and puffy the next morning. We don't want that.

It's not good to be stressed, so here i am attempting to spread my head of stress.

SHORT SEMESTERS - the ultimate stress magnet.

Everything is faster, deadlines are double. It's a headspin i must say.

But it's not like i'm going anything about it. I'm only thinking about it and it stresses me out. I know i should be DOING the work, but i am currently waiting for my laptop to update and clear up so that photoshop wont hang so much.

As much as i am enjoying the subjects today, it is a handful when it comes to assignments.

With a new teacher that has standards all over the place, and a teacher that has HIGH standards within a very limited time. She is also bias i might add. But heck, this semester i want to find no faults.

I really wonder how those girls can do it good. Keeping everything neat AND dealing with the stress. I wonder. Does my time pass differently then theres. Maybe it's me, i do procrastinate.

Facebook is a horrible network. But, just absolutely addictive.

I've been able to stay off more then usual, so that is an up point.

Ok, computer has updated and i am off to bed. I just can't crack anymore into my head.

If you'd be kind enough to shoot me, i'd appriciate it.

(i wish i had nathan's power)

It's about time...

2011-02-02T04:08:00.000-08:00

i am in love with TIE-DYE shiiiiz.

Yes, i never thought about it earlier, but i think it's about time i start writing again.

Properly that is. Not just set out rants on my pathetic teenage oriented problems.

I want to write.

About what? I have yet to figure that out. But, maybe i should start an ASK. Where people ask my questions on life. Perhaps?

I've always wanted to be in the magazine line. Not just cause of the awesome cubical and deadlines. (yes, i love deadlines) but the fashion, the photos, the creative write ups, and finding new an exciting things... (musicians, artists, movies.. all!) It's all a pixy dream to me.

Magazines have been filled with just way to many advertisements. And it's no longer worth it's money.

Yes, i am in fact having one of those inspiring moments. But that's because i'm in the middle of studying my photography notes, which is a complete fail.

(not going to rant.)

Yes, i want to be more involved online. Maybe anonymous from everyone i actually know. I'm not found of raying attention things i do. But since this is my personal blog, i shall ray on my current strike of inspiration.

Now, i need to read some books.

LOVES.

2011-01-27T06:03:00.000-08:00

hanging with my hippo!

Currently abosolutely in love with;

Misfits! (waiting on season3, please and thank you)
Baking... soon.
DIYing shirts
Notebooks
Tourqoiuse/Purple (that hasn't changed)
attempting to workout and be 50kg. Yes, ATTEMPTING.
Tumblr! It is better than facebook. yes, it is.
Strawberry Lemon from Bystore!
Jessie J. (who is now on the radio, HELLS YEAH!)
my boyfriend and his patience with me.

Hippo and i, over and out!

bubblegum

2011-01-27T05:59:00.000-08:00

Things are going to be okay!

Yes, they are.

Today, i realized that things really do happen for a reason.

We go through tough times in order to reach that happy side of things. Not everything goes through a whirl of colour. There is alot of black and whites in the process of things.

Things are getting better, and it's great.

Now, i am on midterm break! I guess short semesters are REALLY short. Feels like i've been in college for 2 weeks, and now it's a break and exams the next. I need to catch up on myself.

Sort myself out, and get started.

YEAH. that's all for now.

The Downfall.

2011-01-20T16:22:00.000-08:00

So, it's been awhile since i blogged, and i suddenly had the urge to say hello.

My blog must me a whirlpool of emotion. Sometimes happy, most times emo since i use this place to vent out exactly how i feel.

GOOD MORNING!

today, it's going to be a good post. Because i am done being sad, miserable and everything that turns me down!

It's time to be positive. (I don't know how long this will last, but let's hope it sticks longer then usual!)

Currently sitting in college freezing my arse off, who knows WHY i'm sitting infront of an air-conditioned room, with the door open at my feet. NOW IT"S CLOSED. yey.

The new semester is rather interesting. I am enjoying it. I am content with everything happening around me.

I have learnt how to FUCK IT, this time around. Yes, to not give a shit about anything small that comes my way. Whether it's a friend making a face, or the college making my stay here a hassle. FUCK-IT.

I started the year caring too much, then it learnt from a little someone, that i now miss having around!

No one cares if your miserable, so might as well be HAPPY!

That's life.

Okay, maybe i should study for my CB quiz, this is going to be a bummer!

2010.

2010-12-30T18:47:00.000-08:00

IT"S THE END.

yes, it's going to be over!

2010 taught me a handful of things.

I learnt how to guard my heart, stay away from rotten friends, and grow are a person.

I learnt the truth this year. Of who people really are. No one is trusted. Everyone lies.

But, i also learnt who my real friends are, who the loved people are.

Now, i am going to start getting ready for a splendid end to the year.

First time spending it out of the box. And first time spending it with a boyfriend.

Happy New Year People! ;)

Not myself.

2010-12-25T01:18:00.000-08:00

Staring at my reflection, i realized that right now, i'm not myself.

The next year is coming, will things change by then? Will it all get better? I can't hope because that just crushes me.

It's okay not to be okay, because everyone is bruising.

So i don't... or i shouldn't worry.

I'm letting it all go... everything.

I want to be new. Think differently..

Tosts.

2010-12-17T18:31:00.000-08:00

Here comes a rant.

Something that's ticking me off.

But since i am me, i pretend otherwise.

And blogging is therapeutic, so here i blog.

I AM SICK OF HEARING ALL YOUR MOMENTS.

i don't even wanna go today, cause i know i'll get left out.

It's not a nice feeling, bringing people together only to get left out after.

Maybe it's just my PMS coming up so the complaining starts.

So for the next weeks, i am taking distance.

Thank you.

You all can have your fun, i just don't want to be involved. Cause it'll make no difference.

On another note, my christmas shopping is coming to a fail.

Nothing is here. And now that mum argued with me, i get no money for buying the presents yet. WHAT"S THE POINT.

Okay, i'm thirsty.

This felt good.

Arigatoooo!

nina ricci.

2010-12-09T07:06:00.000-08:00

HELLO INTERNET WORLD.

i've been some what distant from the internet world.

it may be the fact that the internet connection is so freakin' slow, and i'm out all the time, so not THAT much time to spend lingering online.

Plus, the internet brings problems, and i want to be problem free this holiday.

So far, thats how it's been, so it feels nice.

Holidays have been good, it's only been a week but things keep happening daily so it's getting tiring. But, still fun none-the-less.

I just had the urge to blog, so here i am... BLOGGING.

BOOST is the shiz-niz!
I need to workout more and more!
I want sexy beasts body, thank you.
I need to take care of my diet!
Stop eating junkfood.
READ MORE.
Dad is home, family is always good company.
I want to paint my nails.

That is all.

I am done for my rant of the day.

NINA RICCI is chicash. Thank you to my boyfriend! ;)

Suppose to go to the 7aste thing... wonder how that'll turn out.

fireeeework.

2010-11-22T20:27:00.000-08:00

I have decided to distance my college life, and my outter life.

At one point, i wanted to put it all together, but i guess it didn't work out.

I've never felt so apart and distant standing in a group of people i know.

Why do i need to prove anything to you.

Why do i need to bother giving reasons. trying to make things okay again.

I give up.

eye.

2010-11-18T16:18:00.000-08:00

It is NEARLY december.

I am excited for december cause my WHOLE family will be together.

And mr.boyfriend will be back here too!

Boyfriend got back yesterday. Yeaaaah!

I have a great et HECTIC weekend ahead of me. No complaints though!

Photoshoot today and tomorrow. But this time, i will be beeeeehind the shots! Which i am looking forward to! Watching the whole thing happen!

Then, heading for a nice run later to prepare for the MARATHOOOOON on sunday. Yes, we jooooined it man! Crazy, but looking forward to it!

Had the radio shows this week. Though it wasn't SO great, still a learning experience. Which was awesome. So, fudge you Ken! ;) You're gone soon, so you're hurtful words are gonna mean ZILCH soon.

Exams are up next. Going to KILL me. But, then... it's the hooooooolidays! :)

AND, JEN KHOOOOOOO IS COMING BACK! Yes, i am excited for that. Toffeeee nut babeeeh!

2010-10-31T03:32:00.001-07:00

30th October 2010.

by. Bash Nash

Looooooooove the makeup.

Good halloween!

2010-10-29T22:20:00.000-07:00

There's a whole tornado when it comes to life.

As crazy as life is, it teaches you a whole bunch of things.

I've got it the hard way, and i thinks it's about time i put up a wall.

Letting in the people the ones the matter, and keeping the ones that hurt me in a safety net.

"Surround yourself by people who bring you up, not the ones that bring you down"-Kyra.

(that girls a genius)

If everything works out, i get to transfer soon... and get out of here. But, that's all in the catagory of 'IF'...

Now, i'm hungry. And this feeling is off the table... i am feelin' easier and more chilled.

It's just gonna be me, myself and i for the next few weeks.. and i have no problem with it what so ever.

A friend taught me a good lesson the other day. When you're angry/upset/hurt by someone.. Hide all views on them. Whether it's seeing their blog, profile... or anything.

I should probably go workout now, but the weather is perfect. :)

Hm, maybe i'll read a book.

Hello blog.

2010-10-24T18:22:00.000-07:00

Oh-oh-oh-oh... oh my gawwwd.

It's been awhile since i wrote something useless here. So here i am doing so.

Right now, i think something is wrong with my eye. One side can't seem to see anything.

Though my contact is in. Stupid.

Currently in college and it is 9.24 and class is 11am... so i've got a nice while to go.

Currently taking a break from my radio script..

"Night riders, you're tuned in me with me, SIMONE on knoooooock.fm! And i am going to give you a few tips in being yourself"

So why don't i let pictures do the talking.

mei mei!

mr.monyeeet!

gurney puppy!

candy candy!

starbucks time!

2010-10-20T21:15:00.000-07:00

No-one said we had to be mature, in this childish game you played on yourself. :)

You know, you meet people who try to ruin every part of you. Taking away your friends, changing your story.. But, there comes a point, where you just can't care about them. No matter how much they try to ruin things bit by bit. There is no point in caring, because their motive is nothing.

You tried to hit me a couple of times, it worked in the beginning. Yet, i stayed silent in order to pass everything. Now, you're trying again, and i am finding it funny... and this morning, i'm finding it rather boring.

I have great friends, and people around me that care.

People who have my back. And, i love them. You never know who you're true friends are until you encounter a rut, and you know they are there for you.

No one is perfect, so i don't blame you.

So, maybe you should think about where you stand in your game, and think twice before you try again. :)

sitting.

2010-10-14T17:39:00.000-07:00

Morning world.

I have become sick of social networks, yet i find myself forcing the interest.

It's just a habit to click on facebook, even if i don't want to be there.

Click on twitter, though i'm lazy.

Tumblr on the other hand, that's just entertaining. I could spend hours there. Beautiful place.

Okay, so it's friday already.

And, is it me, or was monday just yesterday?

Work is piling, and i need to sort it out.

Radio show is next week. And i don't have an interviewee!

On a happy note, MY DAD IS BACK.

which means foooooood is back in my life.

but more happy about him being here.

My red hair is oozing away, so that's sad. But, i'll re-dye it anyways.

ACHEIVEMENT. i've been working out everday, thanks to my workout buddy, Bash Nash!

though, i still feel plump, i am getting there!

Okay, 15 minutes to Film Class..... and well, i can't seem pass time any fast than blog.

There you go.

Thank you.

Buh-bye.

2010-10-10T09:33:00.001-07:00

i need you now the most.

but i can't have you.

Introducing....

2010-10-10T04:24:00.000-07:00

The sources of my happiness.

Weekends are orange.

2010-10-10T04:12:00.000-07:00

Hello hello fellow strangers of none-exsistant readers!

I'm not sure if ANYONE reads my blog. But if you are... HI!

Well, it's been the 6th weekend that i haven't been working. And i'm actually getting used to this. I have neglected myself, and my needs... and these weekends have let me get back so much.

I have accomplished more on the weekends. It's awesome.

This weekend, i also have found a part of myself, that i thought was gone.

I finally let go of hard strains. I let go of the regret.

I mean, living with regret, that's not living.

Maybe it's cause i watched EAT,PRAY,LOVE.

But, i have indeed realized the short-ness in life.

Those pathetic fights i once cared so much about, are the last of my problems.

Everyone knows... so what.

I'm done fighting. I'm done arguing. I'm done feeling for something that isn't HALF as important as life it's self.

We all have our ups and downs. That's how it goes.

Go through it, then GROW.

I've been shot down, i've been crushed on, i've been told i was a burden in a friendship, i was told that i make life miserable... Yet, here i am still STANDING.

And, i'm proud to say, every shot has given me strength.

Maybe i should go to church again.

Then again, i'm still double minded about which church to go to.

Have a stopped believing in His power, NO.

I just haven't found the right 'family' to share it with.

2010-10-06T17:50:00.000-07:00

Everytime i'm about to blog... somehow, memories plays.

Today, is a good day. Well... i have yet to judge it for that it's only 8:50am.

So, let's see how this goes.

I'm trying to stay ontop of time, avoiding procrastination.. but i am failing.

I hope i don't have to work again this weekend, i need the rest.

My mind is over and out this semester.

With the work load of Radio and others... gaaaaaaawd.

If i make it in one piece, i am rewarding myself with a week holiday.

It's funny how people are selfish and so self centered.

I don't care that you've detached.

That's your mistake, not mine.

My chest is clear...

2010-10-04T08:06:00.000-07:00

Currently : Trying to sort out radio mumbo jumbo!

Listening to: You - The Pretty Reckless.

Life, is good now.

I am content with a lot of things. And as much as i wish i could un-complicate things, i have realized that there is no such thing.

We need the complications in life... cause, well... that's life.

It's a growing process.

And i'm tired of my college life being a carbon copy of high school.

One minute we're all friends, then one turns around, then two people, then three... we're degrading.

So it stops here.

Things are happening again, and i am happy.

This time, i am happy within, and i don't want to reveal because it only causes problems.

Time passes fast, why waste it.

--------------------

I'm sleepy, thank you.

exhaaaausted.

2010-10-02T09:52:00.000-07:00

I am TIRED.

but, i had a very good workout today.

followed by pampering in the sauna.

and then a hearty subway dinner... tuned with an episode of HOUSE.

Now, that's what you call a good saturday evening.

Tomorrow, i'm sleeping in.

Tonight, i'm staying up.

Yes.

nyehe.kthanksbye.

therapy.

2010-09-29T06:38:00.000-07:00

I've become addicted to coffee.

paddle

2010-09-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

Day two of exam is down.
And so is my mood.

I've been away from the internet for awhile, so things haven't been see.

But, today.. i felt the worst.

I saw what i never wanted to see.

I told myself that it was going to happen, but when it did.. i still broke down.

Don't know what hurts more, the accusations, or the plain

pain that each memory never meant something.

I don't care if you read this.

I AM HURT.

to the core.

And, you never realized. You never see it. Why? When i see you, i pretend that things are okay, but they aren't.

I tell myself i don't care, but i do.

Because for nearly 5 years, i was at your door. At your support.. and where were you?

All i got was hits about how my efforts were not needed. How i expected too much?

But not once, did i ask for anything back.

So fine.

I stayed silent.

I am still saying silent.

At least you found good company. And i'm happy for you. Everyone needs good company.

I'm blowing out these candles, these memories, these efforts.

Hey eh, oohohhh!

2010-09-23T05:53:00.000-07:00

"I just wanna let it go for tonight, that'll be the best therapy for meeee!"

clear room (seriously)
hire a mosquito bounty hunter.
run... gym... run.
STUDY (first an foremost)
dance my sorrow away (in my room if i have to)
dye hair red... well, brighter red.
get my tattoo done.
pierce my ear. (i think i'll do that tomorrow, if i find the time)
watch old films for a whole day. Audrey ofcourse.
delete junk on batmac.
tell people i love them, daily.
go to the beach, for a tan.
read my books...yes, all of them.
spend alone time.
prepare the surprise for Bill.
download more great tunes.
go swimming.
plan my holiday for next year.
eat a bucket of cheese.
drink milo at ABU! (and eat nasi lemak goreeeeng!)

Yes, thats all for now.

2010-09-22T08:03:00.000-07:00

In time, i lost friends.

Best friends... over stupid things.

These three girls, have stuck with me through my bad, my good, my everything. We fight. We get annoyed. Yet, when in need, we'll go to each other. What i love more, they never judged me ONE bit.

Friends are hard to find. And painful to loose.

I'm tired.

2010-09-22T07:53:00.000-07:00

I think all i ever complain about is being exhausted.

Well, once again, I"M EXHAUSTED... then again, i have energy.

I just need the drive.

(and my drive is in KL... teehee)

Well, radio was fun today for once.

Though, i am against my lecturer in all ways, i gotta look past his annoying self.

I keep getting hungry and wanting to snack, i'm going to gain weight soon.

Exam times are always like this. Geeee.

I want a nice break again.

Today, people made my day. I feel appreciated. (and it's been awhile since i felt that way)

Strangers even made my day.

Ohkay, i'm lazy to type.

Just felt like... blogging. Merry Christmas!

Leap here!

2010-09-16T07:40:00.000-07:00

Here comes a good one.

Yes, today... I will be talking about LOVE.

I've watched people at the high and the low... and i've experienced the high and low of love.

Being in the low, i think is the worst part ever. I think we'd all agree.

Then why do we keep falling over and over?

Why does our heart desire someone so much?

It's as simple as LOVE.

You can't fight it.

Yes, it's bring you pain... tears... loneliness.

But do you ever stop to think about the GOOD moments in love?

Love in FAMILY... FRIENDS.

Love is everywhere.

Not just in SOMONE.

But yes, love is a bigger factor when it comes to SOMEONE.

We all have a special someone.

But, i believe we are all have a 'few' someones.. it's just a matter of WHO we choose.

No matter what... we will be happy.

But, finding someone is difficult. PERFECTION is what we seek, but is it what we need?

Imperfection comes in a better package, because if you can love someone for that.. then, there's where you can find LOVE.

Why be in a relationship if your in doubt? GET YOUR HEAD STRAIGHT.

If you want to be with someone.. GO FOR IT.

Don't WAIT.

Don't PONDER..

Because the chance only comes ONCE. (maybe twice)

You'll never know if you don't try.

But, don't get in a relationship only to have your eye out on others. Because, that's just going to bite you in ass.
CHEATERS, you need to vanish.

It takes ALOT for a girl to give up everything for one guy... OPEN YOUR EYES!

Yesterday, we fell...

Today, we realize..

Now.. we do something about it.

Fear is a big part of love.. but, life is SHORT... so take the leap.

Whether it's mending the love in a friendship, starting a new relationship... it's time to step up.

*breathes*

okay, done releasing. K, thanksbye.

Only Exception.

2010-09-15T08:35:00.000-07:00

BACK... from a well needed holiday.

Put so much perspective.

And to be honest, there's no perspective. Life is simple. Just LIVE it, and you'll know.

Every moment counts.

I took that for granted.

If only i knew early.

Life is a learning process, we just gotta wait.

I let go of those friendships i once held on so tight on, as i realized i was just an object rather than... well, a friend.

There's no point fighting for something, if it's going to swirl in the same circles.

I just can't take it anymore.

I stood still as fire blew in my face, because i feared dealing my hand.

Now, i deal... and walking away is how i deal with it.

...

2010-09-08T10:33:00.000-07:00

Hitting KAY-ELLE tomorrow morning.

And i am HAPPPPPY to get out of here. Gosh, has everything been piling or what!

Work, people... life.

I need this holiday so bad, and to think about anything..

Kyra put everyting in proportion in my head today, and i have come to terms with many things.

I no longer want to live for others, but instead live for myself.

I think too much and care too much about the people surrounding me but bringing me down.

I never stopped to notice the real people who were there for me.

I lost track of myself, and i took advantage of these friends, but up until now, they stuck to me. And that means more to me than anything.

They give the best advice, they let me vent out, they even stay up til the wheeee hours just to cheer me up over a cup of teh-tarik at Alis.

Those are KICKASS friends.

And, i am lucky.

Sure, we have our misfits, but at the end of the day... we're still good. we're still happy.

So don't try pulling me down, cause it's not going to work anymore.

You're foolish attempts are nothing but lies... and it will come back to you.

Living fulling, and whole heartedly.

Cause, it's about time.

Freeee

2010-09-04T20:44:00.000-07:00

Yes, it's the weekend and i have a WHOLE lot of free time.

Love it.

Todays Agenda!

Tan! Tan! Tan! and SWIM!
Read- Eat Pray Love.
Finish my script
Tell people i love them.
Ponder
Text my boyfriend... and tell him that i miss him. (4 more days!)
Get started with Film assignment!
Play dress up with Lin, and catch a movie!

Have a gooooooood day people. :)

Ah-ma-zeng!

2010-09-03T07:57:00.000-07:00

Amazing things are in line. And it's all slightly clearer now.

Certain circumstances have stopped me from looking forward.

But, after some thought, and a whooooole lot of cleaning of my room. (more to continue)

I have decided to let go of the past, and let it not affect me.

I realize how short life is, and i realize all the stupid things that have wasted time.

I complain constantly about things that shouldn't affect me, and i forget about the people around me. The love that everyone else brings me. Despite of anything. They are there.

Family, Friends.... randoms. Doesn't matter who. People are smiling around me, so it's my turn!

I took a trip, and now.. i'm up. I am lucky. And NOTHING should stop me.

Caaaaaan't wait to go to KL next week. First time travelling on my own! (well, sorta)

I'm happy my parents allowed it, and i appriciate that they do.

I have new hair... well, not NEW... but i did something new. YES, i did. Something that isn't very me. But it was worth the shot from the usual!

Thank you for tuning to one of my useless rambles!

John Mayer cheers me. Haiyaaaah!

So, it's like.. 7.48am.

2010-08-28T16:47:00.000-07:00

I woke up early thanks to mum.. and now she says she wants to leave later.

So, i am going back to bed after this.

Mornings make me think... maybe it's the weather.

After a loooooooong day, and night at starbucks with the usual, Mum, her bestie.. Nor.. and Aishah (Bash Nash) .. I think it's become a routine for the next..... year? maybe two? Ha.

But, i'm not complaining. It's nice to have a clear company for once. Simple is what i want. And, fudge, it's inspiring to see Aishah and her talented photography!

So i've been thinking through out the week... do you remember anything you say?

We tend to shoot someone down when we're anger. Hit them to core of pain. Forgetting that bit of 'love' that you once shared. We do everything to break that person down. Telling them things without noticing that you can never take it back.

Oh, i think we've all been victim in both hurting, and being hurt.

I sure have. I would say how many times, but i wont.

But, over the past few years i've come to realize that there is no point to fight back. Because once a person hits you down, staying down is the best weapon.

Do i wish i stood up? Yes. But then again, No. Because nothing is going to change a persons mind when in anger. So there is no point to justify your side of a story.

I give grabs to the people who have tried to ruin my life, reputation, and my being.

Telling the people i love about the bad in me, turning their backs on me.

I give them grabs for the effort, but just the effort. Because i will not be broken down over these sort of things. It's a waste of my time, and honestly a waste of yours.

friendship is like a book. takes a few seconds to burn, and a few years to write.

Okay, i think i'll go back to bed now. I'm hungry.

2010-08-25T17:43:00.000-07:00

Here i am in college, an hour early for class as usual.

Thanks to my brother and his school.

I woke up late. And i feel gross.

Fastest time i've gotten ready in a LONG time. I just couldn't get up.

So this is my only free time to actually blog.

Work is starting to pile up, and my tired side is starting to turn on drive.

Been working out everyday with Yeelin, so perhaps where that's from?

I NEED TO LOOOOOOSE THIS WEIGHT!

This semester has been an interesting ride so far.

I am avoiding the drama. Avoiding problems.

It's not worth fighting anymore.

Forest Gump.

2010-08-23T09:24:00.000-07:00

Watched a snippet of Forest Gump in class today.

And, all i kept thinking about was you.

Seeing the way he acted, reminded me of you... and your genius ways to make everyone in class smile.

Today, i saw another RIP on my home page. I don't know who the person is, but i ran back to the afternoon i found all the RIP's on your wall.

I regret taking the leaps to see you.

I regret so much.

I wish i could've said more.. seen you more.. so many things.

But i can't.

Cause it's too late.

So many things remind me of you. It's been nearly a year now, and i still can't make peace with this.

A part of me wishes that you'll only be up there for awhile, then just come back down to see everyone thats missing you.

shiling.

2010-08-16T08:41:00.000-07:00

I SHOULD be doing the questions for the up coming interview, but.. here i am blogging.

Yes, i am a procrastinator. I plan to stop... but, doubt that's ever going to work. It'll just stick as a plan.

The boyfriend is now up in KL, so here i am.. in another long distance relationship. It's as if LDR's are a magnet towards me. 3 months and counting til i get to see my doofus! Well, just a few more weeks if i count the holiday!

FINALLY, we have planned this KL trip we're been planning for months. Lin and I will finally get to go catch some awesome music at ze laundry! And we are gonna daaaaaaaance our hearts out. Yes? I think we need that! We need a good shop and drop release!

Classes are in, and daaaaaamn, i need to focus. I tune out so easily and my concentration level is on another planet. I'll be back on earth soon. Just need one of those lazy days.

Won't be working for the whole of september! HALL-E-LU-YAH!

I thought a month like this would never come.. but it is here!

I've got to do up my to-do list and sort out my messy room. For now, i am waiting for my bubs to come back from work, so we can taaaaaaalk.

The script will have to wait.. I wanna nap! Taa!

Howdy-hi-hi!

2010-08-10T19:20:00.000-07:00

Just a tip... so maybe you know.

If you were in my past, i don't talk about you on my blog.

So, please.. don't be so full of yourself. :)

My blog reflexs... myself. my life... and if your not in it... well, you've been outcasted man!

On a more important note!

BILL GOT HIS INTERSHIIIIIP! Yeeeeeeey!

he leaves for KL soon. Not so yey about that. But... i am freakin' happy for you dufoos!

Oh, look at the time. Gotta get ready for lunch! Class at 2!

tune in for another MORE appropriate post. ;)

2010-08-07T01:43:00.000-07:00

Not like the movies.

2010-08-07T00:09:00.000-07:00

Why do we bother justifying our side of a story, if someone already has their heads stuck on what they thing is the truth.

I gave up ever trying to be right, and proving the wrong.

There's no point really.

Just let is slide. And let them face what they call the truth.

As long as i am certain of myself, nothing else should stop me.

Dreams.

2010-08-05T22:49:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking AHEAD alot lately.

Ahead in the sense of my studies and my next step. And the more i think about it, the closer i feel to the real word... or so the call it.

Yes, interns are only next year, but i just can't stop thinking about what exactly i want to do.

Magazines?

Broadcasting?

PR?

There are soooo many choices. But, i am pretty sure on what i want to do. Let's just hope it all falls into place.

At first, i didn't want to do a degree just yet.. i still want to push that off. But... a degree will be pretty important.

I've been thinking about my DREAMS. What has changed about my dreams. What NEW DREAMS i've come up with.

Travel - Cambodia, Peru, Laos, Europe.
Learn 32 languages. (or understand)
Go to a LIVE concert.
Discover a new fresh band, live. And do something about it.
TO BE CONTENT AND HAPPY WITH WHO I AM. (still learning)

Those have been my dreams for years now. And for a moment, i stopped dreaming. But now, i am back on my feet, and i will dream. DREAAAAAAM!

Let's talk about friendship.

2010-08-05T08:07:00.000-07:00

I've been holding this post up for awhile now. And now, i am sitting in my living room alone, with the TV on mute, music playing... and munching on some tomatoes.

I finally have the MOOD.

Friendship.

Now, that's a tough subject, but a subject that i think ALL of us can relate to. Am i right?

What exactly is friendship?

Is it a random 'hi' and wave every time you see each other? Or is it being able to talk to a person for more than 30minutes without being bored.

I think we have ALL faced a friendship problem. I pretty damn sure we have.

One minute someone could be your closest friend that you share every hearty secret with, and the next.. they're our worst enemy

It's sad really how fast a friendship shatters for the STUPIDEST reasons ever known. And you look back, and think... how the hell did we end up here?

But, i guess that life. People will always come and go. And sometimes, it'll leave a big mark or scar from the pain. None the less, we learn.

I have learnt this painful lesson many times. I have let MANY people into my life, and i let them shatter my emotions, my hopes and my dreams.

I put my friends before anyone else. I run the race for them. I do all of this, and at the end of the day i get the same outcome.

Well, now i have decided that i will not do this anymore. I mean, if i sunk myself so low for others, what's the point if it goes no where?

I'm sick of the word "best friends". It's a LABEL. Don't take it serious. Best friend means GOOD friend, just using different words. But, using "best friend" makes it seem that you are a in a committed marriage for friendship.

I don't want to be held down anymore.

I am fed up with the burdens i hold.

The guilt i feel, is useless.

There are just some friends that will never full understand you. Infact, NO ONE can understand you, but yourself.

Judging brings you no where, but we are all victims of judging. there's no stopping.

So judge me, judge who i've become. Because i am happier in the atmosphere that i bask in now, then i was before. You don't like me, that your fucking problem, not mine. ;)

I'm done making the efforts... let me dream and live for now. and let me SMILE all i want.

Thankyou.Haveanicenight.

Oh, excuse the spelling mistakes, i was on a roll and lazy to read back!

Jolly-oh-goody!

2010-07-27T12:03:00.000-07:00

HI! Yes, HI!

I am currently trying to pack... And it's 3.04am.

Leaving for my second trip to Melacca this holiday. I love it there. It's nice to go somewhere where you know nobody, and be a total 'amoh' tourist!

This time, the boyfriend is coming along. So this shall be interesting.

We're driving down! So it'll be nice and relaxed!

OH. Yes, the whole point of this post was the share the excitement inside me.

I HAVE A LICENSE TO DRIVE!

you can only IMAGINE the things i went through today.

being at the JPJ and everything being in BM. Yet, i used my secret skills of the understanding of the language to get myself through the whole thing!

Best part, this is the FIRST time i did the exam. *pheeeeeew!*

It's over!

Okay, i need to paint my nails.

Settle my bag.
Sleep perhaps.

Okay.

2010-07-24T11:11:00.000-07:00

Maybe i just need SLEEP?

I'm in need of a pump... that i know i'll never get.

I.HATE.THIS.FEELING.

i can no longer fake a smile.. tears jerk.

where did MY heart go missing?

2010-07-24T10:46:00.000-07:00

ARGG. i hate this feeling.

i get it so freakin' many times.

it's as if i don't have feelings. littereally. I feel numb.

I can't even pin point the problem myself. I don't know what's actually BUGGING me... but i feel bugged.

Maybe it's my time of the month? Perhaps?

Why am i so emotional. GOSH.

I wanna snap out of it.

I just feel like avoiding everyone every thing and anything.. haaay.

This sucks.

Hopefully blogging this will help? Maybe?

Blogging is theraputic.

So blog, cure me. Ha.

I need something. Wish for something. But... i give up on that.

Cause there's no need for wishing.

Up til now, i agree with a song someone sent me. Where did your heart go missing by Rooney.

But, the person who sent it to me, is a jackass. But credits to him for sending a song that represents me. Ha.

perhaps.

2010-07-20T16:42:00.000-07:00

maybe we're avoiding the serious things.

maybe this time around we're shoving the important off.

but that makes me question... how will we deal with it when it comes.

2010-07-17T23:49:00.001-07:00

wish you could just do things without me wishing you would do them for me.

i have to always S.P.E.L.L it out for you.

wish.

2010-07-17T23:07:00.000-07:00

I wait here hoping you'd come online.

knowing i'm out of things to do. i pretend i'm okay, but what i really need to know is that you'll be there when i need you.

tired of doing the calling. tired of putting my foot in first.

you're always busy even when your free.

i'm in a loop.

Hiding.

2010-07-08T12:52:00.000-07:00

It's 3.52... and i'm awake.

Crashed at 11, but then woke and now i can't sleep.

My throat is closing up and right now.. i can't taste the nutella i am eating with a spoon.

I should probably study.

But, now i'm tired.

I am physically and mentally tired.

Wish i had the weekend to study. But, work is work. Gotta do what i got to do.

All i need right now, is that somebody to tell me everything is going to be okay.

Craig, i miss you.

I miss the positivity you brought. I can't stop thinking about you. And the simple things you did to make me smile. Everything reminds me of you.

come together.

2010-06-08T17:51:00.001-07:00

Okay.

So here i am again... PROCRASTINATING.

Yes.. I do that best.

I have a fuck load of assignments that i keep pushing off.

I need NEED to get it doooone.

Slowly, but surely i guess.

FUCK.

Okay.. yes.. I will get them done.

I just feel like complaining.

And this is a de-stress place.

Okay, i'm hungry.

2010-06-05T10:33:00.000-07:00

twistie.

2010-06-05T09:54:00.000-07:00

Don't you just hate having unsettled feelings?

Like... this odd feeling just lingering inside as if something is wrong, but you avoid it... til it hits.

And sometimes, it hits at the oddest times.

You try to be happy, but then.... it becomes impossible.

I hate having to deal with problems, i shoo them off.. just like everyone else.

But, i also hate avoiding and pretending like everything is okay when it's not.

I hate sleeping knowing that there is a problem going.

If your reading this... listen to heartbreak warfare by john mayer from 3.05 onwards.

I think Battle Studies does all the talking for me.

When i'm in this mood, it fills the gaps.

Now, another sleepless night ahead of me.

Get off my chest.

2010-06-03T05:38:00.000-07:00

Yes, maybe i do say sorry a lot. Whether it's because i accidently walked into you, or did some clumsy move. Ha.

But, i am just thinking of someone right now.

And how sorry i am that i lost that person. Yes, i put myself first, and lost this person.

I probably hurt you.

And we'll probably never be the same kinda friends again, but i knew that before i did what i did.

In fact, before that... i already felt the drift.

Maybe i should stop denying and be straight up.

But then... where were you when i needed you the most?

You vanished.

You judged me... you turned your back on me.. yet i'm still sorry for what i did.

Truth be told, we're nobody to each other.. pretending that we're somebody.

Okay, procrastination.

2010-06-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

FUCK THIS PROCRASTINATION!

i hate that i can't seem to focus on doing my work. I am sleepy all the time, and i feel so restless sometimes. I miss being energy-techtiful.

i'm trying to get balanced.

so far, it's working.

juggling school, work and the boyfriend... so far, it's balanced. (way more than before atleast)

but, college assignments this semester seem more like a burden.

in fact... this whole semester feels like a burden.

time to excite things people!

So, i was going to go for a jog. (FINALLY, i have done SOME exercise lately)

But, for the past two days, i kinda skipped that.

it's the time of the month... i guess that's a good reason.

I am SUPPOSE to be doing some editing for the articles. But... as you can see... this blog post is posted up... which means i am procrastinating.

I was going to nap.... but it's 8.35pm... so i think napping is bad idea.

Okay, now i feel like posting something serious.

HI BLOG!

2010-05-18T08:50:00.001-07:00

Yes, i'm in a good mood.

It's been awhile since i've been POSITIVE.

So i think it's about time i do so.

Yes, everyone has their ups and downs, there's doubt in that. That's life.

But, i've come to a point of realization that i don't notice the beauty and special-ness of everything around us.

Maybe this positivity will be in me for just a moment, but that doesn't matter.

I am happy.

Literally.

I love my friends, despite our bad mood-ed days, and heart aches that cause us to be distant some days, i love their company. I have lost certain friends over a certain situation, but the friends that stuck with me and supported me through out the difficulty i went through, those were real friends.

Names don't need to be specified, cause they know who they are. :)

I love my job. Yes, i work on weekends, and some may consider that LIFELESS, but heck.. I am lovin' every moment of it. I have learnt more then i ever expected. And, i have a kick-ass boss not to mention.

Yes, maybe i can't go to church anymore cause of my job, but.. i feel like it's okay. And if people decide to look down on me for that, then fine with me. I am content with what i am doing, and i still have my faith. So judge.

Today, my car is sold. The beautiful BMW that i have grown up with. The ultimate car. It's sold.. and yes, my heart does hurt. But i am looking on the bright side.. Maybe it's time to change. Time to let go.. time to look forward.

PEOPLE, SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :)

Okay, i'm done.

Lazy to type. Back to my PR assignemt.

Holiday, please roll in fast.

I miss you, BetulBerger.

..i tumbled.

2010-04-20T10:04:00.000-07:00