DRUGS.

I'm sure at any point of life, you have been offered a joint, or something heavier.

It's a teenage cycle.

But were you able to say no? Or did you just go with it?

As a teenager, the thought of drugs is FUN... SATISFYING...RELAXING?

I guess to some people it is, but i mean, did you know that if you have 800 joints in your entire lifetime, you could die from carbon monoxide poisoning.

And now i bet your thinking.. "pfffft, as if it's possible to smoke 800 joints ever!"

But, if you have a joint a day, for about 2 years, that's about 800 joints.. so it's not that impossible.

Majaruna speeds your heart up by 50% in the process of being 'high'. That's about equivalent to running for about an hour on the treadmill. Tell me, which is healthier?

Yeah, blah blah blah.. facts facts.. But you know, these facts are important when it comes to the future. Nobody ever thinks of the future when they pop a pill, or smoke a joint.
The only thought is.. FUN.

Some say drugs are a form of 'happiness'. But, maybe this is because your not open to seeking things that make you happy sans drugs.

Drugs are not the escape for happy things, it's the escape for a sad soul in search of something they can't find in a clear state of mind.

I have been brought down for saying no to smoking joints with friends. I have been called lame.. a looser. Anything you want to say. Sure, the beat down makes it tempting to smoke a joint and please everyone around me, so that the teasing would stop. I did this once, and i am not proud of it. But i learnt from it, and i know how to say NO.

NO - it's the hardest word a teenager could learn to say.

Don't let the people around you, cave you in to doing something you don't want to do.

People may read this and think i'm wrong, and some might agree with me. But this is my thoughts, my own way of life.

Lions Roar!

HELLO!

I keep running in and out of my blog. Never really stay scheduled with my posts. Then again, i don't have things to talk about EVERYDAY. Well, i probably do, but i choose not to.

Things have been running good. From work, my relationships, and myself.

I think i'm finally growing up.. (in a sense) and it is not so bad.

I mean yes, there are a lot of big obstacles that need to be faced, but there are also alot of ways to overcome them.

It's crazy thinking about the future, but it is bright.

And, i finally know what i want to do... And i'm going to do it bigger then i imagined.

Thanks to my friend/boss Joy, i've learnt a whole new side of things in just a few hours of chit chat. Life IS about taking chances. I've been overly cautious, and calculative on risks, but with every risk there is a way.

I guess that's all for now, i have decided to make this blog less personal ( in a sense) and going to start focusing on a new concept. Just hold on, i still have a few things to sort.

Also, deleting past posts for that i am not that comfortable that people go through my past, and well.. the past is the past. It's moving out now.

Busy-bee

I'm in STRESS-MODE!

For once, i am having the urge to blog.

Okay, maybe this isn't the first time, but hey!

I am currently trying to write out notes for my exam tomorrow.

But as usual, i am procrastinating.

Time is running out, but i am not racing with it... just going to go along with the ride and see where it takes me.

I can't wait to see what the future holds for me.

This semester has been a joy ride.. I have stayed out of drama, i have enjoyed my work, i have started work, and i have built that wall that a friend once told me to build.

Everyone is somehow an enemy, one way or another.

I should get back to my agenda for today.

Let's hope it works out!

Slow Dancing.

Short semesters are one hell of a whirlpool. 14 weeks of work, squeezed into 7 weeks.

BEAUTIFUL.

But i am content.

So far, i've avoiding any drama, gone my own way, and did my own things. And i am geniuinly happy. Though, there is SOME dissatisfaction within me over certain situations, i am content with the fact that i want to stay silent.

Silence is the best weapon. It is really the best revenge.

Why bother with jealously? hate? status? money?

We all have our individual issues.

revive.

It is said that letting everything out will help with stress... whether in the form of writing, talking, crying... i am going to write.

Talking does me no good, and crying makes my eyes sore and puffy the next morning. We don't want that.

It's not good to be stressed, so here i am attempting to spread my head of stress.

SHORT SEMESTERS - the ultimate stress magnet.

Everything is faster, deadlines are double. It's a headspin i must say.

But it's not like i'm going anything about it. I'm only thinking about it and it stresses me out. I know i should be DOING the work, but i am currently waiting for my laptop to update and clear up so that photoshop wont hang so much.

As much as i am enjoying the subjects today, it is a handful when it comes to assignments.

With a new teacher that has standards all over the place, and a teacher that has HIGH standards within a very limited time. She is also bias i might add. But heck, this semester i want to find no faults.

I really wonder how those girls can do it good. Keeping everything neat AND dealing with the stress. I wonder. Does my time pass differently then theres. Maybe it's me, i do procrastinate.

Facebook is a horrible network. But, just absolutely addictive.

I've been able to stay off more then usual, so that is an up point.

Ok, computer has updated and i am off to bed. I just can't crack anymore into my head.

If you'd be kind enough to shoot me, i'd appriciate it.

(i wish i had nathan's power)

It's about time...

i am in love with TIE-DYE shiiiiz.

Yes, i never thought about it earlier, but i think it's about time i start writing again.

Properly that is. Not just set out rants on my pathetic teenage oriented problems.

I want to write.

About what? I have yet to figure that out. But, maybe i should start an ASK. Where people ask my questions on life. Perhaps?

I've always wanted to be in the magazine line. Not just cause of the awesome cubical and deadlines. (yes, i love deadlines) but the fashion, the photos, the creative write ups, and finding new an exciting things... (musicians, artists, movies.. all!) It's all a pixy dream to me.

Magazines have been filled with just way to many advertisements. And it's no longer worth it's money.

Yes, i am in fact having one of those inspiring moments. But that's because i'm in the middle of studying my photography notes, which is a complete fail.

(not going to rant.)

Yes, i want to be more involved online. Maybe anonymous from everyone i actually know. I'm not found of raying attention things i do. But since this is my personal blog, i shall ray on my current strike of inspiration.

Now, i need to read some books.

LOVES.

hanging with my hippo!

Currently abosolutely in love with;

• Misfits! (waiting on season3, please and thank you)
• Baking... soon.
• DIYing shirts
• Notebooks
• Tourqoiuse/Purple (that hasn't changed)
• attempting to workout and be 50kg. Yes, ATTEMPTING.
• Tumblr! It is better than facebook. yes, it is.
• Strawberry Lemon from Bystore!
• Jessie J. (who is now on the radio, HELLS YEAH!)
• my boyfriend and his patience with me.

Hippo and i, over and out!