fireeeework.

I have decided to distance my college life, and my outter life.

At one point, i wanted to put it all together, but i guess it didn't work out.

I've never felt so apart and distant standing in a group of people i know.

Why do i need to prove anything to you.

Why do i need to bother giving reasons. trying to make things okay again.

I give up.

eye.

It is NEARLY december.

I am excited for december cause my WHOLE family will be together.

And mr.boyfriend will be back here too!

Boyfriend got back yesterday. Yeaaaah!

I have a great et HECTIC weekend ahead of me. No complaints though!

Photoshoot today and tomorrow. But this time, i will be beeeeehind the shots! Which i am looking forward to! Watching the whole thing happen!

Then, heading for a nice run later to prepare for the MARATHOOOOON on sunday. Yes, we jooooined it man! Crazy, but looking forward to it!

Had the radio shows this week. Though it wasn't SO great, still a learning experience. Which was awesome. So, fudge you Ken! ;) You're gone soon, so you're hurtful words are gonna mean ZILCH soon.

Exams are up next. Going to KILL me. But, then... it's the hooooooolidays! :)

AND, JEN KHOOOOOOO IS COMING BACK! Yes, i am excited for that. Toffeeee nut babeeeh!

30th October 2010.

by. Bash Nash

Looooooooove the makeup.

Good halloween!

There's a whole tornado when it comes to life.

As crazy as life is, it teaches you a whole bunch of things.

I've got it the hard way, and i thinks it's about time i put up a wall.

Letting in the people the ones the matter, and keeping the ones that hurt me in a safety net.

"Surround yourself by people who bring you up, not the ones that bring you down"-Kyra.

(that girls a genius)

If everything works out, i get to transfer soon... and get out of here. But, that's all in the catagory of 'IF'...

Now, i'm hungry. And this feeling is off the table... i am feelin' easier and more chilled.

It's just gonna be me, myself and i for the next few weeks.. and i have no problem with it what so ever.

A friend taught me a good lesson the other day. When you're angry/upset/hurt by someone.. Hide all views on them. Whether it's seeing their blog, profile... or anything.

I should probably go workout now, but the weather is perfect. :)

Hm, maybe i'll read a book.

Hello blog.

Oh-oh-oh-oh... oh my gawwwd.

It's been awhile since i wrote something useless here. So here i am doing so.

Right now, i think something is wrong with my eye. One side can't seem to see anything.

Though my contact is in. Stupid.

Currently in college and it is 9.24 and class is 11am... so i've got a nice while to go.

Currently taking a break from my radio script..

"Night riders, you're tuned in me with me, SIMONE on knoooooock.fm! And i am going to give you a few tips in being yourself"

So why don't i let pictures do the talking.

mei mei!

mr.monyeeet!

gurney puppy!

candy candy!

starbucks time!

No-one said we had to be mature, in this childish game you played on yourself. :)

You know, you meet people who try to ruin every part of you. Taking away your friends, changing your story.. But, there comes a point, where you just can't care about them. No matter how much they try to ruin things bit by bit. There is no point in caring, because their motive is nothing.

You tried to hit me a couple of times, it worked in the beginning. Yet, i stayed silent in order to pass everything. Now, you're trying again, and i am finding it funny... and this morning, i'm finding it rather boring.

I have great friends, and people around me that care.

People who have my back. And, i love them. You never know who you're true friends are until you encounter a rut, and you know they are there for you.

No one is perfect, so i don't blame you.

So, maybe you should think about where you stand in your game, and think twice before you try again. :)

sitting.

Morning world.

I have become sick of social networks, yet i find myself forcing the interest.

It's just a habit to click on facebook, even if i don't want to be there.

Click on twitter, though i'm lazy.

Tumblr on the other hand, that's just entertaining. I could spend hours there. Beautiful place.

Okay, so it's friday already.

And, is it me, or was monday just yesterday?

Work is piling, and i need to sort it out.

Radio show is next week. And i don't have an interviewee!

On a happy note, MY DAD IS BACK.

which means foooooood is back in my life.

but more happy about him being here.

My red hair is oozing away, so that's sad. But, i'll re-dye it anyways.

ACHEIVEMENT. i've been working out everday, thanks to my workout buddy, Bash Nash!

though, i still feel plump, i am getting there!

Okay, 15 minutes to Film Class..... and well, i can't seem pass time any fast than blog.

There you go.

Thank you.

Buh-bye.