30th October 2010.

by. Bash Nash

Looooooooove the makeup.

Good halloween!

There's a whole tornado when it comes to life.

As crazy as life is, it teaches you a whole bunch of things.

I've got it the hard way, and i thinks it's about time i put up a wall.

Letting in the people the ones the matter, and keeping the ones that hurt me in a safety net.

"Surround yourself by people who bring you up, not the ones that bring you down"-Kyra.

(that girls a genius)

If everything works out, i get to transfer soon... and get out of here. But, that's all in the catagory of 'IF'...

Now, i'm hungry. And this feeling is off the table... i am feelin' easier and more chilled.

It's just gonna be me, myself and i for the next few weeks.. and i have no problem with it what so ever.

A friend taught me a good lesson the other day. When you're angry/upset/hurt by someone.. Hide all views on them. Whether it's seeing their blog, profile... or anything.

I should probably go workout now, but the weather is perfect. :)

Hm, maybe i'll read a book.

Hello blog.

Oh-oh-oh-oh... oh my gawwwd.

It's been awhile since i wrote something useless here. So here i am doing so.

Right now, i think something is wrong with my eye. One side can't seem to see anything.

Though my contact is in. Stupid.

Currently in college and it is 9.24 and class is 11am... so i've got a nice while to go.

Currently taking a break from my radio script..

"Night riders, you're tuned in me with me, SIMONE on knoooooock.fm! And i am going to give you a few tips in being yourself"

So why don't i let pictures do the talking.

mei mei!

mr.monyeeet!

gurney puppy!

candy candy!

starbucks time!

No-one said we had to be mature, in this childish game you played on yourself. :)

You know, you meet people who try to ruin every part of you. Taking away your friends, changing your story.. But, there comes a point, where you just can't care about them. No matter how much they try to ruin things bit by bit. There is no point in caring, because their motive is nothing.

You tried to hit me a couple of times, it worked in the beginning. Yet, i stayed silent in order to pass everything. Now, you're trying again, and i am finding it funny... and this morning, i'm finding it rather boring.

I have great friends, and people around me that care.

People who have my back. And, i love them. You never know who you're true friends are until you encounter a rut, and you know they are there for you.

No one is perfect, so i don't blame you.

So, maybe you should think about where you stand in your game, and think twice before you try again. :)

sitting.

Morning world.

I have become sick of social networks, yet i find myself forcing the interest.

It's just a habit to click on facebook, even if i don't want to be there.

Click on twitter, though i'm lazy.

Tumblr on the other hand, that's just entertaining. I could spend hours there. Beautiful place.

Okay, so it's friday already.

And, is it me, or was monday just yesterday?

Work is piling, and i need to sort it out.

Radio show is next week. And i don't have an interviewee!

On a happy note, MY DAD IS BACK.

which means foooooood is back in my life.

but more happy about him being here.

My red hair is oozing away, so that's sad. But, i'll re-dye it anyways.

ACHEIVEMENT. i've been working out everday, thanks to my workout buddy, Bash Nash!

though, i still feel plump, i am getting there!

Okay, 15 minutes to Film Class..... and well, i can't seem pass time any fast than blog.

There you go.

Thank you.

Buh-bye.

i need you now the most.

but i can't have you.

Introducing....

The sources of my happiness.

Weekends are orange.

Hello hello fellow strangers of none-exsistant readers!

I'm not sure if ANYONE reads my blog. But if you are... HI!

Well, it's been the 6th weekend that i haven't been working. And i'm actually getting used to this. I have neglected myself, and my needs... and these weekends have let me get back so much.

I have accomplished more on the weekends. It's awesome.

This weekend, i also have found a part of myself, that i thought was gone.

I finally let go of hard strains. I let go of the regret.

I mean, living with regret, that's not living.

Maybe it's cause i watched EAT,PRAY,LOVE.

But, i have indeed realized the short-ness in life.

Those pathetic fights i once cared so much about, are the last of my problems.

Everyone knows... so what.

I'm done fighting. I'm done arguing. I'm done feeling for something that isn't HALF as important as life it's self.

We all have our ups and downs. That's how it goes.

Go through it, then GROW.

I've been shot down, i've been crushed on, i've been told i was a burden in a friendship, i was told that i make life miserable... Yet, here i am still STANDING.

And, i'm proud to say, every shot has given me strength.

Maybe i should go to church again.

Then again, i'm still double minded about which church to go to.

Have a stopped believing in His power, NO.

I just haven't found the right 'family' to share it with.

Everytime i'm about to blog... somehow, memories plays.

Today, is a good day. Well... i have yet to judge it for that it's only 8:50am.

So, let's see how this goes.

I'm trying to stay ontop of time, avoiding procrastination.. but i am failing.

I hope i don't have to work again this weekend, i need the rest.

My mind is over and out this semester.

With the work load of Radio and others... gaaaaaaawd.

If i make it in one piece, i am rewarding myself with a week holiday.

It's funny how people are selfish and so self centered.

I don't care that you've detached.

That's your mistake, not mine.

My chest is clear...

Currently : Trying to sort out radio mumbo jumbo!

Listening to: You - The Pretty Reckless.

Life, is good now.

I am content with a lot of things. And as much as i wish i could un-complicate things, i have realized that there is no such thing.

We need the complications in life... cause, well... that's life.

It's a growing process.

And i'm tired of my college life being a carbon copy of high school.

One minute we're all friends, then one turns around, then two people, then three... we're degrading.

So it stops here.

Things are happening again, and i am happy.

This time, i am happy within, and i don't want to reveal because it only causes problems.

Time passes fast, why waste it.

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I'm sleepy, thank you.

exhaaaausted.

I am TIRED.

but, i had a very good workout today.

followed by pampering in the sauna.

and then a hearty subway dinner... tuned with an episode of HOUSE.

Now, that's what you call a good saturday evening.

Tomorrow, i'm sleeping in.

Tonight, i'm staying up.

Yes.

nyehe.kthanksbye.