Like... this odd feeling just lingering inside as if something is wrong, but you avoid it... til it hits.
And sometimes, it hits at the oddest times.
You try to be happy, but then.... it becomes impossible.
I hate having to deal with problems, i shoo them off.. just like everyone else.
But, i also hate avoiding and pretending like everything is okay when it's not.
I hate sleeping knowing that there is a problem going.
If your reading this... listen to heartbreak warfare by john mayer from 3.05 onwards.
I think Battle Studies does all the talking for me.
When i'm in this mood, it fills the gaps.
Now, another sleepless night ahead of me.
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