Weekends are orange.

Hello hello fellow strangers of none-exsistant readers!

I'm not sure if ANYONE reads my blog. But if you are... HI!

Well, it's been the 6th weekend that i haven't been working. And i'm actually getting used to this. I have neglected myself, and my needs... and these weekends have let me get back so much.

I have accomplished more on the weekends. It's awesome.

This weekend, i also have found a part of myself, that i thought was gone.

I finally let go of hard strains. I let go of the regret.

I mean, living with regret, that's not living.

Maybe it's cause i watched EAT,PRAY,LOVE.

But, i have indeed realized the short-ness in life.

Those pathetic fights i once cared so much about, are the last of my problems.

Everyone knows... so what.

I'm done fighting. I'm done arguing. I'm done feeling for something that isn't HALF as important as life it's self.

We all have our ups and downs. That's how it goes.

Go through it, then GROW.

I've been shot down, i've been crushed on, i've been told i was a burden in a friendship, i was told that i make life miserable... Yet, here i am still STANDING.

And, i'm proud to say, every shot has given me strength.

Maybe i should go to church again.

Then again, i'm still double minded about which church to go to.

Have a stopped believing in His power, NO.

I just haven't found the right 'family' to share it with.