Leap here!

Here comes a good one.

Yes, today... I will be talking about LOVE.

I've watched people at the high and the low... and i've experienced the high and low of love.

Being in the low, i think is the worst part ever. I think we'd all agree.

Then why do we keep falling over and over?

Why does our heart desire someone so much?

It's as simple as LOVE.

You can't fight it.

Yes, it's bring you pain... tears... loneliness.

But do you ever stop to think about the GOOD moments in love?

Love in FAMILY... FRIENDS.

Love is everywhere.

Not just in SOMONE.

But yes, love is a bigger factor when it comes to SOMEONE.

We all have a special someone.

But, i believe we are all have a 'few' someones.. it's just a matter of WHO we choose.

No matter what... we will be happy.

But, finding someone is difficult. PERFECTION is what we seek, but is it what we need?

Imperfection comes in a better package, because if you can love someone for that.. then, there's where you can find LOVE.

Why be in a relationship if your in doubt? GET YOUR HEAD STRAIGHT.

If you want to be with someone.. GO FOR IT.

Don't WAIT.

Don't PONDER..

Because the chance only comes ONCE. (maybe twice)

You'll never know if you don't try.

But, don't get in a relationship only to have your eye out on others. Because, that's just going to bite you in ass.

CHEATERS, you need to vanish.

It takes ALOT for a girl to give up everything for one guy... OPEN YOUR EYES!

Yesterday, we fell...

Today, we realize..

Now.. we do something about it.

Fear is a big part of love.. but, life is SHORT... so take the leap.

Whether it's mending the love in a friendship, starting a new relationship... it's time to step up.

*breathes*

okay, done releasing. K, thanksbye.

Only Exception.

BACK... from a well needed holiday.

Put so much perspective.

And to be honest, there's no perspective. Life is simple. Just LIVE it, and you'll know.

Every moment counts.

I took that for granted.

If only i knew early.

Life is a learning process, we just gotta wait.

I let go of those friendships i once held on so tight on, as i realized i was just an object rather than... well, a friend.

There's no point fighting for something, if it's going to swirl in the same circles.

I just can't take it anymore.

I stood still as fire blew in my face, because i feared dealing my hand.

Now, i deal... and walking away is how i deal with it.

...

Hitting KAY-ELLE tomorrow morning.

And i am HAPPPPPY to get out of here. Gosh, has everything been piling or what!

Work, people... life.

I need this holiday so bad, and to think about anything..

Kyra put everyting in proportion in my head today, and i have come to terms with many things.

I no longer want to live for others, but instead live for myself.

I think too much and care too much about the people surrounding me but bringing me down.

I never stopped to notice the real people who were there for me.

I lost track of myself, and i took advantage of these friends, but up until now, they stuck to me. And that means more to me than anything.

They give the best advice, they let me vent out, they even stay up til the wheeee hours just to cheer me up over a cup of teh-tarik at Alis.

Those are KICKASS friends.

And, i am lucky.

Sure, we have our misfits, but at the end of the day... we're still good. we're still happy.

So don't try pulling me down, cause it's not going to work anymore.

You're foolish attempts are nothing but lies... and it will come back to you.

Living fulling, and whole heartedly.

Cause, it's about time.

Freeee

Yes, it's the weekend and i have a WHOLE lot of free time.

Love it.

Todays Agenda!

• Tan! Tan! Tan! and SWIM!
• Read- Eat Pray Love.
• Finish my script
• Tell people i love them.
• Ponder
• Text my boyfriend... and tell him that i miss him. (4 more days!)
• Get started with Film assignment!
• Play dress up with Lin, and catch a movie!

Have a gooooooood day people. :)

Ah-ma-zeng!

Amazing things are in line. And it's all slightly clearer now.

Certain circumstances have stopped me from looking forward.

But, after some thought, and a whooooole lot of cleaning of my room. (more to continue)

I have decided to let go of the past, and let it not affect me.

I realize how short life is, and i realize all the stupid things that have wasted time.

I complain constantly about things that shouldn't affect me, and i forget about the people around me. The love that everyone else brings me. Despite of anything. They are there.

Family, Friends.... randoms. Doesn't matter who. People are smiling around me, so it's my turn!

I took a trip, and now.. i'm up. I am lucky. And NOTHING should stop me.

Caaaaaan't wait to go to KL next week. First time travelling on my own! (well, sorta)

I'm happy my parents allowed it, and i appriciate that they do.

I have new hair... well, not NEW... but i did something new. YES, i did. Something that isn't very me. But it was worth the shot from the usual!

Thank you for tuning to one of my useless rambles!

John Mayer cheers me. Haiyaaaah!

So, it's like.. 7.48am.

I woke up early thanks to mum.. and now she says she wants to leave later.

So, i am going back to bed after this.

Mornings make me think... maybe it's the weather.

After a loooooooong day, and night at starbucks with the usual, Mum, her bestie.. Nor.. and Aishah (Bash Nash) .. I think it's become a routine for the next..... year? maybe two? Ha.

But, i'm not complaining. It's nice to have a clear company for once. Simple is what i want. And, fudge, it's inspiring to see Aishah and her talented photography!

So i've been thinking through out the week... do you remember anything you say?

We tend to shoot someone down when we're anger. Hit them to core of pain. Forgetting that bit of 'love' that you once shared. We do everything to break that person down. Telling them things without noticing that you can never take it back.

Oh, i think we've all been victim in both hurting, and being hurt.

I sure have. I would say how many times, but i wont.

But, over the past few years i've come to realize that there is no point to fight back. Because once a person hits you down, staying down is the best weapon.

Do i wish i stood up? Yes. But then again, No. Because nothing is going to change a persons mind when in anger. So there is no point to justify your side of a story.

I give grabs to the people who have tried to ruin my life, reputation, and my being.

Telling the people i love about the bad in me, turning their backs on me.

I give them grabs for the effort, but just the effort. Because i will not be broken down over these sort of things. It's a waste of my time, and honestly a waste of yours.

friendship is like a book. takes a few seconds to burn, and a few years to write.

Okay, i think i'll go back to bed now. I'm hungry.

Here i am in college, an hour early for class as usual.

Thanks to my brother and his school.

I woke up late. And i feel gross.

Fastest time i've gotten ready in a LONG time. I just couldn't get up.

So this is my only free time to actually blog.

Work is starting to pile up, and my tired side is starting to turn on drive.

Been working out everyday with Yeelin, so perhaps where that's from?

I NEED TO LOOOOOOSE THIS WEIGHT!

This semester has been an interesting ride so far.

I am avoiding the drama. Avoiding problems.

It's not worth fighting anymore.