So, it's like.. 7.48am.

I woke up early thanks to mum.. and now she says she wants to leave later.

So, i am going back to bed after this.

Mornings make me think... maybe it's the weather.

After a loooooooong day, and night at starbucks with the usual, Mum, her bestie.. Nor.. and Aishah (Bash Nash) .. I think it's become a routine for the next..... year? maybe two? Ha.

But, i'm not complaining. It's nice to have a clear company for once. Simple is what i want. And, fudge, it's inspiring to see Aishah and her talented photography!

So i've been thinking through out the week... do you remember anything you say?

We tend to shoot someone down when we're anger. Hit them to core of pain. Forgetting that bit of 'love' that you once shared. We do everything to break that person down. Telling them things without noticing that you can never take it back.

Oh, i think we've all been victim in both hurting, and being hurt.

I sure have. I would say how many times, but i wont.

But, over the past few years i've come to realize that there is no point to fight back. Because once a person hits you down, staying down is the best weapon.

Do i wish i stood up? Yes. But then again, No. Because nothing is going to change a persons mind when in anger. So there is no point to justify your side of a story.

I give grabs to the people who have tried to ruin my life, reputation, and my being.

Telling the people i love about the bad in me, turning their backs on me.

I give them grabs for the effort, but just the effort. Because i will not be broken down over these sort of things. It's a waste of my time, and honestly a waste of yours.

friendship is like a book. takes a few seconds to burn, and a few years to write.

Okay, i think i'll go back to bed now. I'm hungry.